So I went to the mall yesterday with my friend Cindy and we went into a store called H & M. They generally sell both male and female clothing, but the one near us only sells female clothing.
We looked over the jackets and I realized I could probably pull one off. It looked nice on me, so I purchased it. I was kinda embarrassed since I don't try out girls clothes in public!!! LOL. Cindy reasurred me that, thats how guys dress these days. Androgyny is "in", in the fashion world atm.
I showed my parents it (I think I should do that...) annnd they weren't too pleased. Then again, they didn't like when I wore girls jeans. My mom fears that I would come in one day in drag. Thats not the case. I love being a guy. I just feel that I have to shop in the girls section/little kids section for some things because my size isn't a sample size for male clothing. And honestly, some female things don't look bad on me. If I can pull it off fashionably, I will. If it looks ridiculously flamboyant, then I'm not wearing that!
Now I'm not surprised my mother wasn't thrilled about me wearing a feminine jacket. This coming from the woman who used to buy me oversized clothes for me when I was growing up, thinking it would make me look like the other boys.
I think having a feminine touch to my clothing suits me. I'm not a masculine guy, and I can get away with some feminine stuff. My proportions also fit better in some girl clothes, so hey. Girls can wear boys clothes, but boys can wear girls clothes?
I'm not trying to be a girl. I like having a penis. I workout. I do my male things. But I also like to wear clothes that fit me and look stylish.
So today is the first day of school. I choose to miss my first class, because its tradition. Sides, its College Algebra. Yeah. Get that shit out of my face.
I switched majors from Graphic Design to Liberal Arts. I thought I was pretty sure I wanted to be a Graphic Designer, but nowadays I can't see myself doing that in the future. So maybe this is the best choice for now. I currently attend my community college, so when I finish here I'll transfer and I should know by then what I want to be.
My schedule looks like this:
Yes, I'm taking a Fashion design class. I'm interested in fashion, sooo lets see what happens. Heh.
The other day I went with my friend and got all my hair chopped off. Six inches off my head. I will post pictures.
Its sad. I kinda miss it. I wanted to try a new look for the school year though, soo here it its! I'm still going to grow it out, since I think I look better with longer hair anyway... But its a nice change. I just gotta get adjusted to it.
My hair grows moderately fast though. 1.5 inches a month practically.
I also got a pedicure, lol. My first time! It felt nice. I feel bad that I forgot to give the lady who did my pedicure a tip.... but next time I wont forget!
Everyone needs someone to love. For the past 5 years I was inlove with my European pen-pal. Part of the time he reciprocated those feelings back, but he couldn't keep loving me because he was straight (although at the time he used "distance" as an excuse).
We've been close friends though, and I've known him for 5 years. Unfortunately, my feelings never left. He's moved on and pretty much deserted me...
He recently started picking up feelings for a female in a MMORPG he plays (World of Warcraft). Since he met her, hes been fancied by her and gives her a lot of his time. Thing is, this girl has a boyfriend. That doesn't stop him though. He feels she loves him back and yada yada. PERSONALLY, I think its wrong to break a happy home (unless they're having problems already), but homegirl obviously wants to keep her boyfreind!
So hes been neglecting me so he can spend time with her. Its really unfair to me, not because I still love him, but because he says we're "friends" and doesn't treat me like one.
Today he had a situation with this girl. He didn't quite inform me about it, just told me that he was "lost". He then followed by saying he "wasn't ignoring me" etc. I told him he should solve his situation, and that he has been ignoring me for a loong time. Then he proceeded by saying I was selfish for not caring about him.
I fucking care too MUCH about him. He has no right to say that. I think about him all the time. When he's not around, I think about how I would love to be around him. When he was depressed and didn't tell me about it, I took that with me to the anime convention I went to and thought about it. When he got a new job I was sooo proud of him.
Then he left me. To speak to her. It ended with a "goodbye".
Yes, I'm a male...and he loved me at one point, I don't see why it had to end. Perhaps I am selfish.
Eitherway, I wish Sebastiaan (Euro-boy) and Aphrodite (WoW girl) luck. I'm not even being sarcastic. I just don't want to play his games anymore. I feel that he keeps me just for backup.
I'm not a bad person. I don't think I'm a selfish person either....
Okay, so I lied. I wasn't able to take pictures at Otakon, since I left my digital camera at home....yeah... Not only that, but so did my friends! What a coincidence?
Of course I wouldn't have forgotten it if my parents weren't rushing me out of the house right before my 2-hour drive to Wildwood, NJ.
So Wildwood was great. I met up with Sara and Sokhum, and we went straight to the boardwalk. I got on a couple rides, screamed on roller coasters, and won body-glow (some guey thing that makes you glow in the dark....and its EDIBLE!! ) from an arcade.
The next day we drove straight to Baltimore, Maryland. It was pretty effin long. Four hour drive. As we pulled up to the Days Inn we saw some cosplayers in the lobby, and I was already excited. We went up to our room, dropped our stuff in the middle of the floor, and walked straight to the convention center!!!
AND THE LINE WAS FUCKING LONG. It was epic.
It went fairly quick though, so I can't complain much. There must have been...what? 20,000 people on line? >_>
August 8th. The official day of the 'con. My group oversleeps ('cept for Sokhum, he ditched us!!), and I miss my Sonic the Hedgehog panel. Its okay. As long as I still go to my YAOI PANEL I'm fine! :D
We dressed up, and walked straight to the con!!! Sokhum was already inside. There was yet ANOTHER epic line, but this one was longer, for it was for people who didn't pre-register. That sucks.
We walk around for a bit, and I get stopped by some New's Broadcast person. He asked us (Kiara, Sara, and I) if we would like to be interviewed. My dumbass-self said "yes" without thinking. Only after I finished I realized it was going to be on T.V. Oh well. I'm a FAKE BLONDE!!! I HAVE AN EXCUSE TO BE AN AIRHEAD.
So we finally get in and meet up with Sokhum. The sight was unbelievable....SOO MANY COSPLAYERS. I can't describe in words how I felt. I almost cried. I saw sooo many cosplayers, I can't name them all. I can't even name the most notable ones. There were just too MANY.
After walking a bit and admiring the view, I went straight to the Yuri (anime girlxgirl) panel. I'm not really a fan of Yuri, but I think I need to support it because its like Yaoi's (guyxguy) sister. In summary, the panel was boring.
Blah blah blah. Moar walking and admiring peeps. I go to my Yaoi panel. It was GREAT. RAVING FANGIRLS. Yuri has NOTHING on Yaoi. Anywho. Two guys kissed, it was pretty wild.
Went to a Sailor Moon panel. It was interesting. I'm not really a fan of Sailor Moon anymore, but I appreciated it.
Nighttime comes along and my group finally eats our first meal of the day! Yes, 8+ hours without eating. We ordered Dominos (which was our meal the previous day too, and was practically all we ate the whole time at the convention).
Kiara (my sister) and Sara (friend) decide to go see a movie, some Asian-drama I believe. Sokhum and I decide to go see the "Adult Cosplayers" panel, which is an 18++ panel. Unfortunately, we weren't allowed in because the room was full!!! UGH!!! :( And we waited in line too.
SO we wait a while. Sokhum decides he wants to go to my Yaoi 18++ panel (I wonder why a straight guy wants to go to a yaoi panel? :D). Of course, he didn't want to leave me alone. It was cute! I secretly think hes a tad bit on the bi-curious side, but I don't wanna steal anyone's man (my friend Sara likes him).
So we were declined entrance to the yaoi 18++ panel. T_T!!! WHy? CUZ I DIDNT HAVE A FRIGGIN WRISTBAND.
August 9th. We oversleep again and just go hang as a group. It was primarilly a shopping day. I bought YAOI HENTAI MANGA!!! Annnd I bought some Kanon.
At the shopping area, I met my friend from Phantasy Star Universe (an MMORPG) DALLAS!!! It was nice. We didn't talk much, I didn't really want to waste his time or appear like a stalker. So I let him be. I met him at night too.
Night time comes again, and I hit the rave by my lonesome. I dressed slutty with my newly bought kitty ears and a kitty bell around my neck! Some chicks danced with me, and then I ended up dancing with a hot black guy! He was taller than me and was pretty fit. I think he wanted to kiss me, but I'm not that easy....
The final day we just packed up and headed home. Til next year!!! ^_^
So I leave for Otakon tomorrow. I'm really excited because this will be my first anime convention I would be attending. I'm going with my friend Sarah, Kiara (my sister), and Sarah's friend Sokhum. It should be fun, I will be cosplaying as Kurapika from the anime series HunterxHunter. I've cosplayed before, but never to a convention, just for Halloween.
I'm leaving tomorrow morning at 7.00 am. Otakon will take place in Maryland, but we're going to Sarah's shorehouse down at Wildwood, New Jersey. So I'll be at the beach tomorrow. Thursday morning we leave for Maryland. We will be staying at the Days Inn directly across from the convention center. We're going to be on our own til Sunday. Heh. This SHOULD BE INTERESTING!
I'll be sure to take tons of pictures! ^_^
So basically I'm back. Wow...its been a long-ass time. Last time I updated this thing it was 2005!!!! Well things have changed... To summarize:
I think thats it! :D
